#sorry for the poor image quality btw

[zombiewilder]

might have to do something with this.....I kinda ship them...

[artblohggg]

homestuck fan userbar :) + no creds needed at all, use anywhere idc lol

poor tavros was too short in this image to fit into the space i had, sorry tavros fans 😞😞

dont expect more graphics or anything this is probably just a special one-off thing + (btw, heres a catbox hosted link just in case tumblr screws up the quality lmao:)

[the-good-ol-art-corner]

Good evening once again, sir. You may remember me from literally yesterday. Anyways, I have entered your very presence once more as I'd like to share more of my fnati au with you, since last time went successful, and since only you and two other people actually acknowledge my au. Anyway, let's go.

Here, we have the Steamboat Boys!!! (sorry for the poor image quality of the first pic)

Willie- Although he's only the janitor of the steamboat, he definitely asserts himself the "boss" around here, as he runs a secret drug business to make himself some big bucks, and usually likes to harass and bully Pete just to entertain himself. Willie is also very arrogant, cocky, and overall a big shot, which makes him think that he can survive anything. This has caused many incidents where Willie would try something stupid that risks his life, and Pete and Dippy would have to step in and save him. Willie also has a small side where he sometimes feels really guilty about his actions, but always hides it to keep the attitude that he's always had.

Pete- A large friendly cat who's the captain of the steamboat, Pete is usually the voice of reason for Willie's shenanigans and always tries to steer things in the right direction. He's also a big worrier, with him worrying and caring about the boat, himself, and everyone around. Because of this part of his personality, he often gets harassed, bullied, and abused by Willie, or atleast get slightly teased by Dippy, with the other two members usually calling names such as "Pussy Cat", or "Worry Whiskers". Pete is also rather insecure about himself, and doesn't know how to protect himself both physically, mentally, and socially.

Dippy- Dippy is sort of like the "middle child" of the group, with him being the guy to use the crane to lift cargo and goods onto the boat, while also struggling to keep an even balance with Willie's illegal business and ideas of "fun", while also trying to actually be a decent person and help and support Pete. Dippy also has a weird and bad habit, where he likes to break windows with all sorts of round-ish weapons, ranging from baseballs to solid rocks.

So yeah, what do you think of these three? Do you have any criticism or suggestions for them in mind at all? Again, I'm willing to take advice.

(also again, you definitely don't have to, but I think it would be cool to see these guys in your style. If you decide to do it, just do the one that's your favorite. If you want me to stop putting these request notes at the bottom btw, I can stop. I don't wanna make anyone mad, you know?)

I'm mostly just poking fun but. I was not. expecting to read that going into my inbox?? Willie sweetie noooooo-

Also I don't mind you sending more about your AU! I think all your ideas are very interesting and the characters are very charming! And. chaotic- Sorry if I can't get to them right away though, I've got a lotta art in the works I'm meaning to post ^^'

Anyways though, Pete's my favorite hands down, he's the equivalent of wet paper and I love him for that, poor guy </3 Hope he can get better friends

Reblogs > Likes, Thank You!

[wnk-srfox]

Link here: [ScribbleHub] [Patreon]

Artwork by TheSundaesundae

Synopsis: Lexi has a terrifying encounter while in an abandoned asylum... She's strangely compelled to investigate and discovers a cute monster.

Btw, sorry for the poor image quality, this is actually here to be hosted for inserting on other website at a small size. Thanks!

[wafflingwonk]

I've just found your blog and was blown away. Really, I jumped into analysis of your artstyle and progress and let me tell you, I wanna see more.

At first I thought this blog is full of AI or stolen work. I mean, your newest piece is great. Also the poor quality was a little suspicious to me, another point for stolen art. But then you could just try protect yourself against just that. So I did the bare minimum of research by Google images (I feel kinda stupid) so I'm starting to come around. Especially after I've found most were scans of traditional art.

And you don't get the recognition I think this level of painting deserves.

I did scroll to the oldest post and I see the progress between that and now. Comparing the dark red Beksiński inspired piece and bright snowy landscape may seem weird, but I just have to. Both have very delicate differences in tones and hues, both have very gentle brush work and both depict monumental objects. But I clearly can see you getting brave with adding colour to lightning and shadow which creates depth to the painting that was lacking in the beginning. More complicated trees instead of barren dark desert. I think the focal point is much better placed.

Very gentle blending, interesting pointism elements in some and nice outlier piece of the shipwreck. While most of your works seem impressionism inspired (the bright ones) this one is expression and bold brush strokes. It's refreshing to see diversity in one person's work

Huh, this turned into mini essay. Just- I enjoy your blog. Have a nice day and stay inspired (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡

Well I'm glad that you like my stuff despite the fact that you thought I would steal it or generate it. I know that the pieces I'm uploading are of poor quality, I haven't figured out a good way to scan my paintings properly and I'm not a big fan of uploading Photographies. And I think the quality just adds a little something to the Artwork, but I understand if there are different opinions.

I've honestly only startet this Blog because I was curious to see if anyone would even see it/like it. I'm only doing art that I personally like at the moment and the themes are also based on the emotion I feel at the moment. I didn't expect a lot of attention at all, so I feel honored that you made an effort to research and write this essay afterwards. I really appreciate you taking the trouble and seeming to like my blog :D

Btw English isn't my native language so I'm sorry for the mistakes I've made.

[flagellant]

[Image Description: A photo of a grilled cheese with herb flakes. End ID]

Innes Keeper's Formula For Fantastic Grilled Cheeses

(for nearly no extra spoons!)

Are you hungry? Do you have a hankering for grilled cheese sandwiches like, way more than a normal person maybe? Great news! I am about to give you the secret knowledge I stole, like Prometheus himself, from the Akashic Records—to bring back to Prudencia! And I’m even doing it without a ten hour long lecture about how the Akashic Records makes me think of idfk, 9/11, and how that relates to sandwiches.

I will, however, briefly say this: You gotta trust me when I say cooking grilled cheeses via this formula WILL grant you Bloodborne Insight. There is no fucking reason that making a grilled cheese this fucking delicious should be this fucking easy. I feel like I’m cheating God every time I do it because it takes (nearly) no extra spoons. And here’s where I show you why.

Scientifically Proven Perfect Extremely Easy Grilled Cheese

INGREDIENTS — SEASONINGS

-butter, i usually use 2 or 3 tablespoons per sandwich

-garlic cloves, I use 3 usually

-a source of heat, like red pepper flakes, or szechuan peppers

-a source of spice OR a source of sweetness, such as dijon mustard or honey. slather that motherfucker on a slice of your bread.

-a source of herbiness, such as oregano, thyme, sage, rosemary, etc in any combination that goes well together or on its own. if someone tries to tell you that you need it fresh, they’re fucking lying, the 2$ crushed powdered sage is fucking great. experiment with other spices such as ground turmeric if you're spicy

INGREDIENTS - THE METAPHORICAL MEAT OF THE SANDWICH

-two slices of bread per sandwich. this is actually a massive influence on your sandwich taste and texture as a whole. a basic white or wheat will still be fucking delicious because like I said, I stole this from the Akashic Records cookbook section and found it under “fucking perfect grilled cheeses forever”. However, if you CAN—getting bread like brioche, texas toast, brown bread, rye, or sourdough will make a sandwich already being elevated super easily to “pay 23 dollars at a fancy restaurant” level of elevation.

-one to three types of cheese per sandwich. you can get away with one type but really try for two or three if you can swing it.

this is also one of those massive influences over the sandwich—listen, i know, that’s obvious, but stay with me—what matters

isn’t the SPECIES of cheese, it’s the TYPE of cheese. getting the deli at your local Safeway or Walmart or whatever and asking for the cheese they gotta cut (or just in general the fancier, better-quality cheeses) is literally the only major requirement that I ask of you. If you are on SNAP/EBT programs, me too, and I promise you: Please do this. Please trust me when I say do not get the cheap Kraft-type cheese because it’s less money. I know it’s a bit extra but it’s only a bit to get like 1/4 or 1/3lb and you have no idea how much I’m actually getting a little emotional about this, because the “rice with butter and beans or top ramen every single day” life is soulsucking and sickening and it is genuinely one of the greatest sources of suffering

to human beings I can imagine, I’m serious. Following this formula will genuinely change your life/mental health just a bit because you know that you have one meal that is super delicious, super filling, pretty damn cheap when it comes to how much you get, and super easy to make on days where the idea of doing more than just 15 minutes MAX is gonna make you wanna die.

super sorry for that paragraph btw i just really cannot overstate how this is a lifechanger especially when youre poor/low spoons/depressed. delicious food makes me not be as depressed. this is that.

METHOD

Take garlic cloves and crush them either with the meat of your palm or the flat of a knife or literally anything that would crush good. Take bread slices and put a source of spice or sweetness if you are using one. take a pan and put it on the stove on low-medium heat (aka a 2 out of 10).

Place the butter in the pan, as well as the garlic cloves, the source of heat, and the source of herbiness. Congratulations you have now literally done ALL the extra effort that you need to make a grilled cheese like this. That’s it. No extra dishes. No fussing with amounts or chopping or whatever. That’s it.

The butter will melt in the pan and soak up the delicious ingredients that you also put into the pan. Take each slice of bread and place it in the pan to butter it, OR just take one slice, place the cheese on it, and then put the other bread on. It’s really just a matter of extra effort.

When the bread is in the pan, turn it up to medium heat (5 out of 10) and just sorta let it sit for a bit. When you can see the cheese start to get visibly melty—or when you vibecheck it—flip it once and just do the same thing.

When you’ve grilled your cheese on both sides, take it out of the pan and put it on a plate (or just a paper towel to save on dish spoons. btw paper plates and plastic utensils are a fucking godsend if you hate dishes and/or can’t do them very easily/takes a lot of effort.)

That’s literally it. I really hope this helps.

kill the shift manager in your brain

[haunted-times]

might be working on a little something... as a treat

[sorry for poor image quality btw, had to take a screenshot and crop it]

[maestro-of-clockwork]

[Off rp for a sec but for some reason i just started to giggle audibly with the mental image of Ton's last action in the Linna rp- The mental image of him just YOIKING the poor thing made me laugh 😭 i'm imagining the scene looked basically like this-

(Also sorry for poor quality lmao)]

[[ i imagined it was kinda like he picked her up buT I'M CRYIGN THIS IS GREAT

also omg linna in the first panel 😭 your art style's awesome btw!! ]]

[mentalmeles]

This is Skellie! She is a new persona of mine~! As her name implies, she is a skeleton and she is a private of the infamous skeleton army ^^

[icefox606]

No problem! :)

To be fair, I think Lance’s facial structure only appears to have changed so much PARTIALLY because he’s older and has less of a baby face (especially since he had noticeablely softer features as a young child that he grew out of). But also mostly it was just his model in GoE (I really enjoy it, but admittedly some of the models feel a tiny bit off) because he actually looks more like his older and manga counterpart in the 2D promotional images for the movie. His features feel a tad softer than they should be (more like his younger kid self), especially next to Ban in the movie. -He basically takes a whole heck of a lot after his daddy in looks haha. Just with his mother’s blonde hair. And also magically he seems to take mostly after his mum and the fairy clan more than his human side too (but with bonus low key super strength lol, presumably because of who his dad is and what he went through).

GoE key visual for reference (LOVE this visual btw, can send you the full thing if you don’t have it and want it!)

Vs his 4KOTA design sheet (sorry for kinda poor quality rip)

They don’t look QUITE as different side by side as they appear in the anime (and what change there is I’d say is mostly fairly organic facial development). Though with all the different studios and tweaks in style it can be a bit disorienting. Him growing up feels a lot more organic and fluid in the manga

Him in his first appearance as a 10 year old (he’s so baby lol-)

Vs him in his most recent manga appearance

But honestly I’ve rambled on for far too long (idek if that was at all coherent, I’m still getting accustomed to tumblr tbh) so I’ll stop there lmao.

On that note, enjoy tomorrow/today’s episode! You shouldn’t have too long to wait now until you meet the last knight… ;)

Not me watching GoE again for the actual third time. Partly because I’m out of 4kota episodes to entertain me and the other half is because I want to see more of the boys (Tristan and Lance) and the other half is I want to see if I understand things a little bit more now that I’m a little more acquainted with the world/the characters.

Anyway, I don’t know everything entirely but a few things did clear up. I don’t know how much mind reading Lance could do but he’s able to read Deathpierce’s mind and that’s how he figured out his magic ability. I had thought before that he was just very observant and smart but this is just as OP, if not worse. Lance getting a message to (look towards the castle), was I’m assuming, Jericho kinda screaming in her mind to send a message because she knows he can read minds. 

I think the part where Tristan hesitates to tell Lance why he stormed head in to find the person that cursed his mom is supposed to just be how easy Lance can read Tristan without even having to read his mind. Tristan is a very simple character at this age, and I’m glad he’s matured by the time we see him again in 4kota. I wonder if it has to do with how he doesn’t have to hold back anymore because he can trust Lance. This really was Tristan’s Naruto phase and thank god we have Shippuden Tristan in 4kota.

Gowther mentions he needs friends like how Meliodas has the sins so I’m assuming that’s why Tristan has his own platoon squad. It’s probably just that, but the fact that Lance is the first person he can trust with his powers, with himself, has to mean something special. Imagine I actually only cared about those two and GoE didn’t exist, like, how hungry would I have been. GoE is such a feast.

I still don’t know what King Authur’s deal is. I don’t know how much of a presence he had in the 7Ds, but I’m assuming Lance is just going around smashing the staves that Authur keeps giving people. And Lance has his own agenda, but I still don’t know what that is.

The knight with the star helm is, obviously, Jericho. I’m assuming she’s one of Ban’s people and she’s kind of just babysitting Lance, but she’s not around in 4kota? Is that why Lance is looking for her?

It’s also a little weird to see Lance with a lance/spear now since he mostly sticks with the bow and arrows in 4kota, and even the majority of the first half of GoE. (Well, given he was in his fairy form.) Also we get to see Shining Road but his lance doesn’t break afterwards. I can only assume it’s because its not as strong as when he would use it against the villains in 4kota (where he’s trying to kill them, but he’s not trying to kill Tris) and/or his power level isn’t up to where he is in 4kota. I think it would have been cool to see the lance break in GoE and that’s why we don’t see him using it in 4kota. And so far he’s only been using Knives with Shining Road, so iunno.

Also about his fairy form in GoE, I wonder if his transforming powers weren’t as good, because his disguise could have looked a little less like him. (The red hoodie, the arrow armband, his swept hair.) I mean, because Sin is a total creature and gives nothing away aside from his favored red color. That or the design was intentional and made so the audience can assume he was Lance.

Anyway, things like this might probably be obvious to the people who actually watched the OG 7DS or read 4kota, but this is me going in completely blind and not even doing my homework. 

I like, forget that Sawano did the music for 7DS until what I’m assuming the theme for the Sins came up during that scene. The music in 4Kota was done by Kohta Yamato anyway, and I’m not familiar with it, so nothing to note.

Not sure if I “prefer” the GoE graphics because it’s literally my first experience with 7DS or because I prefer the character designs in it (GoE Trist design is peak to me), but I’m not as in love with the designs in 4kota. Or maybe it’s just the anime doing a really bad job (making Lance look like a Super Saiyan) at translating certain scenes while GoE has the same models and is “consistant”. 

[the-sylvanian-gremlin]

for anyone looking for some alternative accessories for your sylvanians / calicos, might I recommend the “lori doll” accessories available at target!! (online exclusive!)

I got the featured set on a sale recently, I originally got the pieces for something else and thought they would be too big for critters, but they actually fit quite well!! all the food accessories featured in the images above all come from this set!! so far, my favorites are the sushi rolls, the nigiri, and the chopsticks!! (the basket of strawberries is REALLY cute too tho!!) definitely going to try some more of these sets, there’s a good number of them and they’re quite cute!!

(also!! sorry for the poor photo quality btw!! for some reason my desk light completely destroys my camera :’3)

[over-under-through1]

Have any more headcanons for Robin, Mike, Robike(Them together), Miblo and Buttercup?

i’ll try to get a few of these down ><

Robin, Mike, and Robike gen headcannons:

Robin is deathly allergic to shell fish. she found this out okay her and mikes 2nd date, where he took her out for sushi, she got a tempura shrimp roll, and 10 minutes later had to be rolled out in an ambulance. never again. (don’t ask how she had never eaten it before)

in solidarity to her shell fish allergy, mike refuses to eat any kind of shell fish as well. call him a romantic.

mike is a HORRID singer. boy sounds like a car’s rev engine. it’s bad.

this fact does not stop him from tearing it up on karaoke night at the Utonium household

he is also a hopeless dancer. white boy dance moves for days. some of his favorites include: the lawmower, the sprinkler (basically any dance that’s named after backyard machinery), the running man, and worst of all, flossing

once again, this does not stop him from trying. “BABE!! BAE!! HUN!! LOVE!! LOOK AT ME GO!! COME OVER HERE LETS DANCE TOGETHER!!” *cue groaning and hiding behind Buttercup on Robins behalf as Buttercup laughs her ass off with Butch and records*

don’t get between Robin and her ice cream sandwiches. my girl turns into a banshee the second she spots one.

Mike cannot swallow pills. he has tried so, so hard, but year after year he ends up gagging and crushes them up to drink down with water. poor guy, don’t even bring advil liquigels into his line of vision

Mitch, Pablo, and Miblo gen headcannons:

when Mitch first saw Pablo walk into his 10th grade homeroom, he gay panicked, blue screened, mumbled at Buttercup “pretty… boy…” then zombie walked past her, the teacher, Pablo himself (who noticed and was immediately enamored with Mitch), out the room, past the vice principal, then trudged 4 miles home in a daze with Buttercup flying behind him shouting. he woke up an hour later with no recollection of any of this

Buttercup still makes fun of him to this day for the incident. she tells the story in her toast as best woman at the Miblo wedding

Pablo is a giant. he is a good 7 inches taller than Mitch (as stated in my height headcannons post). Mitch makes Pablo carry him around practically everywhere and Pablo ALWAYS hits his head when he walks into Mitch’s trailer. always. every single time. it doesn’t matter that he’s come over hundreds of times, or that he tells himself beforehand each time “Pablo, you will not, under any circumstances, hit your head on the door frame this time. Mitch will not make fun of you because it will not happen.” it still happens. it’s not preventable.

it doesn’t even matter that even people TALLER than Pablo (cough Boomer cough) can enter Mitch’s trailer without hitting their head. Pablo keeps a cool head most of the time, but he has broken and threatened the door many times in the past.

Mitch is a mini space heater and Pablo is the coldest man alive. many-a-cuddling sessions happen in winter (and though Pablo won’t admit it, fall too. and spring.)

Mitch is friends with basically everyone at their school, he’s very extroverted and good at making conversation with people, he tries making friends with at least one new person a day

so, so many people ask Pablo if he’s on the volleyball or basketball team. they are very, very wrong, my boy is the editor of the school paper and he could not be prouder of his position. FANTASTIC writer, and when you have an in with the schools very own superheroes, there’s nothing really stopping you from climbing your way to the top

Mitch was highkey terrified of Butch when Buttercup first introduced him, but now there is literally nothing that Butch could do to make Mitch feel intimidated. if Butch even tried, Mitch would be right on his ass making fun of him for it

gen Buttercup headcannons (tw: mentions of panic attacks):

still has a fear of spiders, but instead of screaming over them and flying away, she gets a very dark look in her eyes and will not hesitate to destroy the house in order to kill the vermin. her sisters and all of her friends have to constantly be aware of any 8 legged bugs around them so they can keep it out of BC’s sights, if only to preserve the land within a 5 mile radius around them

has been begging Prof.Utonium to let her get a lizard for the past 4 years. she had one for a week but her dad found it and immediately set it free

her ears are the most sensitive of the groups, they all have supersonic senses, but BC’s are especially heightened, possibly due to her lack of “special powers” (total fucking bullshit btw, fuck you ppg writers for treating BC like shit)

i think?? i’ve mentioned her ability to see in the future before here?? that’s because of the her senses. no one ask me about the science behind it, just go with it, okay? super eye sight= glimpses into the future

this ability has saved many of her teammates from colossal damage before, but (angst warning), because she’s had to see those images in her mind to be able to warn them about it, it’s left lasting trauma on her and has made her very protective of her friends and family. do not fuck with anyone that BC is close with, she will mess you up for it

one particular prediction she got showed Butch in a very… gruesome situation. i don’t want to go into detail, but it fucked her up for a bit, and there was about a week where Buttercup couldn’t/wouldn’t leave Butch’s side in fear of what could happen to him

she still sometimes gets flashes of that memory and it’s caused a couple panic attacks. when she found out, Blossom taught her some breathing exercises to help her through it if one comes on

THAT GOT SAD IM SO SORRY I FULLY INTENDED FOR THAT HEADCANNON TO JUST BE ABOUT BC HAVING A SPECIAL POWER AND IT DIVERGED INTO THAT

okay one SWEET headcannon for the road. Buttercup really values quality time with her loved ones, and though she doesn’t admit it often, everytime the team + the norms have their little hang out sessions, she sees it as a time for her to chill, and it’s those times that she feels her happiest and like she can genuinely be herself without judgement from classmates or the press

thank you for the ask!! i got a random burst of inspiration that i haven’t felt in a bit when this was sent in, i appreciate you for that :))

[cycat4077]

Screencaps of Sonny in S18 E02

Here ya go, @thiswitchyweirdo​ 😊

Sorry that the quality is kinda poor. The feed I watched it from didn’t have HD for this ep. 🤷🏽‍♀️

(The 6th image is my fave btw 👀)

[yoshidafujoshiside]

I'M IMPRESSED WITH HOW SMOOTH THE STORY AND THE IDEAS OF THIS EVENT HAVE GONE

So I always post a lot of screenshots on whatsapp status (sorry to my friends who knows all about the game without even understanding otome) but i decided to post somethings here instead of spamming for my friends.

1- LUKE AT DAVIS HE IS SO CUTE AND IM ANGRY HE GOT SAD. IMMA PROTECC THIS BOY WITH MY LIFE

2- WOW this is starting to be really good. And the transition and interaction with the item was pretty cool. Also, i love tot ost

3- LMAOBSKSJSL Yes marius this is a game. I really love last event character who knew it was a story... and game otome game story. Now we have Marius seeing the hacker make a game for them... yup the hacker is Mihoyo confirmed

4- OKAY THIS TRANSITION WAS SMOOTH. WOW IT REALLY MADE WE FEEL AS PART OF THE TEAM IN THE GAME.

5- WOOO THATS NEW WHAT they really hadnt created a gc before... i thought we just never had access as players.

6- another really cool transition wth

7- poor boy lmaodbsksh he is just pure. Its like a son trying to understand them

8- I just loved the descriptions of the tasks and how they make us remember about the game. Like you can try to remember and understand where shoud we go by reading them.

Btw i just discovered that you can change the font and can add one image and then write below it so.... yup sorry for this post having no quality, is just a spamm

[phosphorescent-naidheachd]

It’s a long-term undercover assignment and Cassian Andor hates it.

Hates pretending to be everything he stands against. Hates acting as a genuine bystander and co-conspirator in the service of that pretense. Hates that there is no respite from his role and that there is no end in sight.

For the Rebellion, he reminds himself as he pulls on the skin of Joreth Sward every morning along with an Imperial Navy uniform. For the Rebellion.

For the Rebellion.

It’s his heartbeat, that phrase. His unremitting battlecry.

For the Rebellion.

And despite his hatred for this assignment -- despite the nightmares that leave him shaking as he retches over the fresher toilet -- Cassian perseveres day after day.

When he attends a series of odupiendo races with a few of his fellow aides, he observes that one man appears to be regularly racking in the credits. To win that many bets that frequently takes ridiculous luck, insider information, and/or a discerning eye for speed and tactics; no matter which combination it is, he’s the sort of person that could prove useful for Cassian.

“Who’s that?” he asks the woman next to him.

“One of the cargo pilots,” she says dismissively.

Though he doesn’t show it to her, his interest level promptly doubles. Cargo pilots travel all over between bases and, as they are deemed too lowly to be worthy of notice, overhear all sorts of information.

So when he unobtrusively makes his way over to the pilot -- Rook -- later in the day, taps him on the shoulder, and says, “I hear you’re the one to talk to about setting up bets on these races”, he does so with the intention of cultivating an unwitting information source, nothing more.

Then Rook turns around, wisps of dark hair coming loose from his queue to fall over a set of incredible cheekbones.

Mierda.

Fine, so the man is attractive. Nothing has changed -- he’s still an Imperial. He’s still the enemy.

...only Rook has to go and be terribly likable, doesn’t he? He’s prickly and guarded, yes, but he still manages to be charming and to come across as disarmingly earnest. The man is a mass of contradictions wrapped up in a quicksilver mind and an intense pair of eyes. And those lips...

No one should look that good and be so interesting, damn it.

The more time goes on, the more Cassian gets to know Bodhi... and the harder the entire situation gets. Bodhi’s trips to the base where Cassian-as-Joreth is stationed rapidly become the highlight of his week.

Purely professional, he reminds himself, and listens carefully to Bodhi’s idle gossip and observations.

But then Bodhi flashes him a smile, or mutters imprecations under his breath, or carefully talks about his childhood in Imperial occupied Ni’Jedha, and Cassian’s resolution is sorely tested.

Cassian hasn’t had this much difficulty remaining emotionally uninvolved while undercover since he was a green recruit.

The situation is made that much harder by the fact that every now and then, he thinks Bodhi might be not be entirely unsympathetic to the Rebel cause. Cassian recognizes that look Bodhi’s been wearing lately; he’s seen it many times before, on many different faces... usually right before he convinces the being wearing it to turn informant. Bodhi is wavering right on the cusp of that elusive something... but does he dare to take advantage of it? 

There are so many ways that this could go wrong, after all... and Cassian doesn’t want to have to kill Bodhi. 

(He would if he had to, but he thinks it might break him even more than he already is.)

Yet if he doesn’t take that chance, he may end up having to kill Bodhi anyway. As long as Bodhi is a loyal Imperial, the two of them remain on opposite sides of this war. 

And the Rebellion comes first. First, last, and always.

What he doesn’t realize, however, is that just because he hasn’t given Bodhi that final push doesn’t mean that no one else will...

Then, one day, Bodhi practically drags him onto his ship.

"Did you know?” Bodhi asks.

Cassian stares at him, perplexed. 

Bodhi’s hands are still tightly grasping the fabric of Cassian’s jacket, but they’ve begun to shake. He is so close that Cassian can smell the sweat and engine grease on him. Their position is oddly intimate, but he’s too worried to be much affected.

“Did you know that they’re creating a planet killer? I’ve... I’ve been transporting its fuel for months. ...Tell me you didn’t know.”

Bodhi’s voice is hoarse and desperate, his last sentence half-demand, half-plea.

It takes a moment for his words to process, but when they do...

“I didn’t know,” Cassian says, eyes widening in horror.

It’s not a lie; not really. He’d heard the whispers, of course, but nothing definitive. Nothing like this.

“...how do you know?” he asks after a moment has passed.

And the whole story comes pouring out -- the Imperial Kyber Refinery, the Death Star, an upcoming test of the superweapon’s abilities...

Bodhi is careful not to name his source, but Cassian isn’t a spy for nothing.

“Then I guess it’s up to us to do something about it,” he tells Bodhi.

Bodhi looks looks so relieved to hear this -- so grateful -- that he’s almost on the verge of tears.

“I don’t suppose your contact at the Refinery has any proof we could pass on to... interested parties?” Cassian asks.

Bodhi smiles tremulously, finally releasing Cassian, and dips a hand into his pocket to pull out a hologram chip, which he holds aloft.

Cassian smiles now too.

“It’s encoded,” Bodhi says. “I was told to take it to Saw Gerrera.”

“I,” Cassian says, “can do you one better than that. I’m afraid I haven’t been entirely truthful with you...”

AND THEN THEY FLY STRAIGHT TO THE REBEL BASE ON YAVIN FOUR AND NO ONE IS TORTURED AND THE COUNCIL LISTENS TO THEM AND THEY DESTROY THE DEATH STAR AND THE TWO OF THEM KISS. 

THE END.

[sunshineneedsaplacetokeephernsfw]

Here is part 1 of the very long story of how I learned about multiple things, including games like Boyfriend to Death and Degrees of Lewdity. Tracing it back as far as I'm willing to.

Kinda like my

Current interests origin story

I'll bold main points because I like to talk. This will be long, I like to ramble and say everything I was thinking

This first part will be covering how I learned about lady-bakuhoe (now @kingkatsuki) and @kazooli. I swear they're relevant in this. I just like to trace things back to as far as possible, so here we go!

- Origin story starts -

One day, before I had a tumblr account, but knew of its existence (which I knew was good for seeing fancontent), I decided to look up Deku headcanons. So at the time, I had just started watching My Hero Academia. I was on episode 1 or 2, but I instantly LOVED Deku. And I didn't feel like reading a whole x reader fic, I looked for headcanons. And one top result was headcanons for multiple characters that Jo wrote A LONG time ago.

There were two headcanon posts she made (probably) and I decided to check out her blog since the ones she wrote were good. But I DO know that I was like "Hmm, these headcanons are the best out of the top ones, and she wrote a few." So I started looking at more of lady-bakuhoe's posts. And then I realized she liked Bakugou a lot and she wrote smut a lot.

I honestly think that it's HILARIOUS that I learned about her blog because of Deku, considering the fact she doesn't like him too much (btw, if you're reading, Jo, I hope I'm not burning your eyes by mentioning him too much). If you look at her rules and read what she doesn't write, Deku is listed right there, next to incest and pedophilia (not literally, but they are on her list). (So I never asked or expected her to write for him and instead found people who did, unfortunately none of them right as well as Jo, but whatever.)

But despite me being more into Deku, I still really enjoyed reading what she'd post and reblog. I also got to taste some high quality smut, and now my standards are forever very high when it comes to written porn.

However, I didn't (and still don't) really thirst for anyone she frequently writes for. The two character I thirsted for the most (I'm not exactly sure now, I seem to have calmed down) were Deku and Shigaraki, both of which are on Jo's "3 BNHA characters I can't thirst for" list. And in general I was just more horny for the villains than the heroes, but Jo doesn't write very much at all for the villains and says she doesn't write them very well and from I read, I agreed. (Sorry!)

What I really wanted, was a blog with good writing skills that wrote for the villains. Which was exactly what I found! So, I forget which post of theirs it was. But I think the person titled their blog "anime hawks saved me" or something like that. I clicked on the blog, scrolled a little and eventually found a Shigaraki x reader x Dabi. It was called "Just for Tonight" and from the summary (? If it had one, I can't remember) and how well written the first few paragraphs I accidentally read were, I was intrigued. It just, somehow pulled me in, in a way no other fic has.

Now that I think about it, reading that fic was like shaking the bad guy's hand from the Princess and the Frog. You know, the one leading into "Friends on the Other Side" when he says, "Would you shake a poor sinner's hand?"

But anyway, I began to read that fic. I guess I felt guilty for reading a villain smut despite what I previously said (I have conflicting emotions, constantly), maybe also some sort of purity complex or whatever, so I was actually intending on just reading a little, and then I would stop reading it. Ha. Ha. HA. I should have known at that point that when I start reading smut I won't be able to stop until it's finished. I only succeeded once, that was Coercion by lady-bakuhoe, but then I couldn't stop thinking about it for the rest of the day and opened it again and finished it.

I finished reading "Just for Tonight" and it was REALLY good. So good that, in a few days, I went back and read it again. And that's the only time I've ever done that. Where I actually read a fic again because I had the impulse to because I loved it so much. So I read it again and thought "Man, this is good. I wanna see if the writer wrote anything else like this." And this is my plunge into the @kazooli blog.

(Also, I wanna quickly mention something off topic. Some of the things I mention may or may not be consistent with the timeline. Like, for example, I mentioned that I thirsted for Shigaraki, but Jo didn’t write for him. BUT at the time I read "Just for Tonight" I remembered I was more into Dabi (which was short lived) than Shigaraki, at first I considered Shigaraki just a bonus character in the fic and now I consider Dabi the bonus character (how turntables). Which doesn't make sense considering the previous. I'm confused too. Maybe so maybe reading that "list of three characters" was after learning about Kazooli? But anyway, I guess one could say that her blog plus others made me a Shigaraki fan, but honestly I just wasn't far in the anime at that point and even if I never found those blogs I would have ended up liking Shigaraki a whole lot. He is somehow my type in appearance, personality, and tragic backstory, it's like Horikoshi made him for me. It's strange and wonderful)

Anyway. I remember going on and scrolling through and instantly being treated to some nasty (but yummy) things. I also found that "Just for Tonight" was her first post from what I can recall. I remember specifically finding this one meme she posted with someone (her) feeding seeds (incest) to birds (followers) and I was very confused because I was still clueless dark content existed (despite the noncon and dubcon fics/thirst posts on Jo's blog).

I was like "No, incest is bad." But then that got my thinking, "Why do they like it? Is there a reason." So I actually clicked on one of her incest fics (Touya, obviously) and began reading it. I think I was either trying to figure out why they liked it, or trying to prove to myself it wasn’t that good and ppl were just being weird. Spoiler, I actually REALLY liked it. So much I quickly started to look for more.

That whole transition was 10 minutes or less. Made me think of that one Thomas Sanders vine when the girl comes in to say she can't play video games because she has a paper to do, but ends up playing the game anyway. Except for me, change the quote to "No, incest is bad and- I NEED MORE! How did I get here?" "Don't question it."

Also, Kazooli writes the BEST incest fics. I've read other people's, but they just don't live up to hers or write it in a way I like it (sorry, Mari). I mean @ tomurasprincess's (Mari) newest fic with the A/B/O + soul mate + incest + Todoroki, and Mirror Image, those were good ones that weren't made by Kazooli. But Kaz is just this master at making gross and dark things sound REALLY appealing and hot. And you know it's gross, she definitely writes it so it sounds nasty, but she somehow does it SO GOOD and I don't know how.

So that's how I discovered these two, and this lead to me learning about a bunch of different things. In a way, they and Mari are like the keystones in how I found a lot of my current interests, and the reason I even created this blog in the first place.

Next up! How I discovered Mari's blog and what I came to discover from that!

Next part (link will be posted after I write that next part)